Sold. Signed. Sealed. Delivered.
Signed, Sealed, Delivered
She closed the door on the place she once called her forever home the first real one she'd ever known. Sold for a suburb-record high, it should have felt like success. Instead, it was another nail in the coffin of who she thought she was supposed to be.
She had ignored her intuition at every turn, every fork in the road. This wasn’t where she’d dreamed of ending up; obligation and the fear of a happily-never-after held her captive. The butterflies that once stirred from love had long since curled into knots now dependent on their daily hit of SSRIs. That should’ve been warning enough to run.
But she didn’t. Not at first. She stayed. She tried. She gave everything. Always doing what was “best,” placing the needs of others above her own until her sense of self unraveled, strand by strand. Friendships strained. Health sacrificed. Aspirations abandoned. Her inner compass spun in circles, desperately pointing home but her destination remains unknown.
The house was dressed up as a home, but its warmth often felt conditional. She’d tried to fill its walls with meaning: fairy lights strung across beams, herbs drying by the window, books stacked lovingly by the bedside. There were quiet joys; late-night dance sessions in the kitchen, unexpected laughter echoing off the tiles, crystals recharging under full moons, and kisses stolen under a rising sun. Mornings with coffee in hand, watching the rays pour through the same window where she once cried.
There were Sunday rituals. Candles lit for no reason other than peace. Music - always music humming through the walls like hope. She held hands with people she loved, even if they didn’t stay. There was beauty in that, too.
But slowly, the sparkle dulled. Every check-in became a checkpoint. Conversations turned to performance. The walls began to whisper, reminding her that love built on sacrifice alone cannot sustain. That peace cannot bloom where authenticity is buried.
And so:
Signed, sealed, delivered. Sold.
The envelope of keys and title deeds passed from her hand. The final closing of a metaphorical door she’d actually walked away from five months earlier, when she felt the first true certainty: I’m not coming back.
Belongings boxed and stored in the summer heat. Furniture lovingly chosen for gatherings that never happened sold off without sentiment. The souls she once collected to soften the echo had been re-homed with grace. There were tears, yes. Hearts cracked open. But the goodbye was clean. It had to be.
Her silence roared. This decision made solely for her shook her to the core. It echoed across four years of choices made for others, even when the reasons felt righteous. She had done her best. That mattered. And now, she would do better - for herself.
The memories came with her:
The slow Sunday mornings. The smell of baking bread. The quiet thunder of a storm watched from the deck. The nights of music and dancing alone. The whispered prayers before sleep. The hope that once lived there.
A forever home, just for a moment.
A chapter. A season.
A hug from the universe when she needed it most.
But it was time to go.
The person she once was before she traded her voice for peace was calling her back. She’d spent too long avoiding her, chasing false prophets, pushing down objections, trying not to ruffle feathers. But truth has a way of waiting. And it was no longer willing to be unheard.
You can’t grow in a place you were never meant to revisit. The manicured lawns, the curated smiles, the heavy quiet - all of it had served its purpose. And now, freedom called her name.
She stepped forward heart fluttering. Butterflies, no longer sick, now dancing with anticipation. Deep breaths in place of pills. Possibility in place of pain.
Signed. Sealed. Delivered.
It was done.
The story was hers again.
The city unknown. But for once, she was exactly where she was meant to be:
On the road home to herself.